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[Thursday
April 14th, 2005
6:29pm
]

new journal!!

 

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[Wednesday
April 13th, 2005
8:26pm
]
[ mood | okay ]

You know it’s the girl boy with a frown with the tight pants I really want to shake up.
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[Tuesday
April 5th, 2005
8:35pm
]
[ mood | confused ]

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I was becoming suicidal:
I killed myself:
I died from natural causes:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:

:WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Manerisms:
Family:

:WOULD YOU:
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:

i havent posted one of these in awhile. Please answer.

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[Sunday
March 27th, 2005
9:21pm
]
[ mood | sad ]

The streets of Heaven are too crowded with angels tonight.
Rest in Peace: Mr Sidick, Dan Creswell, and Robert.
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s-sing it loud, drown out the feeling [Saturday
March 26th, 2005
4:44pm
]
[ mood | happy ]

woah, mannnCollapse )

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[Saturday
March 19th, 2005
9:59pm
]
[ mood | loved ]

dear world,


cassandra has a boyfriend.

love,
me.


:)

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yeah here's another entry [Sunday
March 13th, 2005
10:08pm
]
[ mood | fuck you ]

How much do your LJ friends love you? by ladybugadria
username
age
choose one
loves you lotsxbeautyfiedpunk
thinks of you as their best friendchaos_cries
pretends to like youworthlessxliar
wants to move your relationship to the next levelrock4him
wants you in beddumb_blonde13
Loves your quirkinesstrytoforgetthis
desperately loves to read your journalanniemarie729
Loves you more than you knowheartlives
thinks you are stangexpretty__noosex
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[Friday
March 11th, 2005
9:44pm
]
[ mood | alone, listless ]

tidal waves don't beg forgivenessCollapse )

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[Monday
February 28th, 2005
8:04pm
]
so, my cat just died. I'm really sad. It was the black one, my favorite.
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smash apart what you created [Thursday
February 24th, 2005
6:11pm
]
And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all.
Painting pictures in red and blue.

A portrait bruise just like you
And now you're walking away.




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[Wednesday
February 23rd, 2005
12:13am
]
Who was the...
..last person you kissed: austin
...last person you hugged: ronnie
...last person you cried with: my mom
...last person you laughed with: cassie
...last person you had sex with: noooooooooooooobody
...last person you held hands with: no one
...last person you talked to on the phone: kelly
...last person you IMed: Ronnie
...last person you went to the movies with: hmmmm...i think it was julie, eva and allison
...last person you had a sleep over with: i havent been to a sleep over in awhile...
...last person you made out with: noooooooooobody
...last person you went to the beach with: kelly
...last person you went on an adventure with: ?
...last person you sat with: sat with?! what kind of question is that

What comes to mind when I say...
cow: moo
pink: panther
tears: hurt
heart: :)
falling: clumsy
drugs: are bad for you.
beach: Florida
scanner: pictures
mushrooms: drugs
phone: talking?
candy: sweet
boys: cant live with them, cant live without them
jewelry: my black &white ring i got for a dollar.
money: bleh
cars: MINI COOPERS!
emo: emu
punk: cassie's stupid pants
prep: haha, ronnie.
gothic: corinne & loopy.
labels: SOUP CANS!!!
hypocrit: the Bible (i dont know why)
food: "she wont feed him" - lyric from nothingman
friends: I ADORE THEM
grades: i fucked those up

Who is the...
meanest: hmmm
funniest: dayna
saddest: corinne :( ILOVEYOU
happiest: kim
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only to taste the salt on your neck [Saturday
February 19th, 2005
12:55pm
]
[ mood | lipstick stains her addiction ]

I had a good day today. It was our first day of midterms and I believe I did well, not that we had one in art, but I still had to turn in my picture.
I've been listening to A Static Lullaby for so long. I love it.
I'm getting my hair cut tonight. It's nothing crazy or anything, just really layered. I'm excited.
When i was walking into the cafeteria during our break with Dayna, i bumped into Jake and when i realized it was him, i yelled "JESUS CHRIST!" right in front of him. It was great, but maybe you had to be there.
I was in a horrible, angry mood yesterday. I hated it. I did not like myself.
Today i want to write and paint. Not study. I have to though. I hate studying.



Plans tomorrow after school? I say yes. call me.

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[Thursday
February 17th, 2005
12:04pm
]
i think i may have just murdered Cassie..

xxsolitarygirlxx: can you scan those pics i left for me?
handsalloverxx: oh
handsalloverxx: yeah
handsalloverxx: about that...
handsalloverxx: i kinda...... threw them out
handsalloverxx: DONT KILL ME
handsalloverxx: why arent you saying anything
xxsolitarygirlxx: sorry
handsalloverxx: are you mad
xxsolitarygirlxx: not mad
handsalloverxx: good
handsalloverxx: cause i was just kidding
handsalloverxx: the pictures are hanging on my bulletin board
xxsolitarygirlxx: i hate you so much
xxsolitarygirlxx: i just got like stabbed
handsalloverxx: i was hoping for a better reaction out of you though
xxsolitarygirlxx: god
handsalloverxx: :-)
xxsolitarygirlxx: no i like couldnt type
xxsolitarygirlxx: i was so i dunno
handsalloverxx: hahahahahahahaha
handsalloverxx: good to hear
xxsolitarygirlxx: omg
xxsolitarygirlxx: i hate you
handsalloverxx: I LOVE YOU!
xxsolitarygirlxx: that wasnt cool
handsalloverxx: yes it was
xxsolitarygirlxx: no
xxsolitarygirlxx: no it wasnt
handsalloverxx: if you did that to me
handsalloverxx: youd be laughing your head off
xxsolitarygirlxx: yeah i know
xxsolitarygirlxx: but its not cool
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please dont, unless this is something you mean. Another nightmare instead of a dream. [Sunday
February 13th, 2005
5:20am
]
[ mood | cold/tired ]

post the first sentence from the first entry of each month in 2004:
(I stole this from Anne)

Edit: I started this journal in July 2004

july- I dont feel good right now.

aug- guess what i just did!

sep- This is a letter I received from a man at Poetry.com I got excited because I thought I was going to get acknowledged but it turns out you need to pay 180 some dollars to submit a poem. I'll find a way to get published and acknowledged.

oct- i wish i could change the world for you&me

nov- I havent posted one of these in a loooong time, so itd be cool if you answered it :)

dec- enough entries about that boy...

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[Friday
February 11th, 2005
6:34pm
]
[ mood | what a loser i am. ]

i am very tickelish.
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[Wednesday
February 9th, 2005
4:58pm
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HAPPY FLIPPIN' SWEET BELATED BIRTHDAY CASSANDRA NICOLE GUYMAN!!!
ILOVEYOU!
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[Monday
October 4th, 2004
9:46pm
]
Andrew is the hottest thing amongst my friends
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[Friday
September 10th, 2004
3:40pm
]
you know what makes me happy?
the things that make you sad.
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[Saturday
September 4th, 2004
4:09pm
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you know the deal.

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